ugh! 178.6 That's the magic number that came across  my scale this weighinwednesday. Well, I guess I need to back track a bit since it's been a while...let's just put it this weigh, I was doing much better prior to this week. I've fallen off the wagon! Stinx! I've fallen off the wagon & it's hard not to get out of control although I feel that is exactly where I'm heading. I tell you what, I had 1 breakfast taco from Bill Millers & a sweet tea. You would have thought I had a fix. I found myself literally having to force myself not to stop there every moring after that. Eventually I started driving to work a different way so I wouldn't have to pass it by. I hate the idea of having to start all over again, but I know in my heart that's what I'm gonna have to do. Now if I could just quit telling myself, "I'll start tomorrow..." Focus girl, focus!

Father in Heaven, let Your will not mine be done...Amen!